Thursday already.
I know that I mentioned earlier that as the week wore on my nervousness over meeting W. would no doubt find itself the subject of a post...but you know, I'm less nervous now than I was three days ago. I've got a ton of things to do to be ready for the visit but I am so comfortable with this man already that I just can't stress over any of it. It's nice and such a welcome change. I stressed constantly over things with M. I don't have to do that anymore.
I'm excited. I can't wait to meet him in person, I can't wait to get to the island and I can't wait to find the wild horses and I can't wait to shoot 500 photos of anything that moves.
I was talking to a girl I work with about the weekend and she said to me, "I can tell you're excited. Be coy, don't let him know that you like him," but wtf? He's not two. I'm not trying to get him to pick up his toys. I do like him and why should I pretend otherwise, or make any effort to hide my regard? I don't play games like that - never have and don't see the point in starting now. If I were a Dashwood sister, I'd be Maryann.
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YAY! I can't wait to see photos of things that move! HAHA! just be you, if you are excited be excited, if you are really enjoying yourself, let that show too. He wants to see you as much as you want to see him. You don't want him to act a certain way, just him. ;-)
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